Updated: Jan 9, 2022
Some of my thoughts have been focused on the things that aren’t perfect in my life lately and how to move them in that direction.
Conversely, I’ve also been focused on trying to let go of the need for perfection. These two conflicting thoughts are keeping me stuck because both are anchored around perfectionism. It’s no wonder this is such a prevalent pattern for me again.
What I have to figure out is how to break the cycle. How to move myself past this need…how to let it go. As well as how to stop fixating on it…because doing so is keeping me stuck.
Somewhere in there is a need for forgiveness. I just haven’t quite figured out exactly what I’m forgiving myself for yet. I know it needs to be more specific than vague this time.
Guess I’ll continue to sit with it for a little longer.